Back to work

I haven't been able so sleep correctly for a few months now. My sleep should be during the morning hours, waking in the late afternoon and then working all night.

Lately, I fall asleep around 3 or 4 am, sleep until around 9 am, then I'm up all day, needing a nap before work, when I wake up at 10 and get ready and leave for the hell-hole I call a job.

It's been so painfully boring, that I can't even bring myself to read at work...I sit and fold origami cranes...in an ICU! This is disgusting.

I'm looking forward to just moving on and getting past this period in my life. So much tumult and anguish this year. Maybe I should have stayed in New York...but, my health is definitely better here on the west coast, so I don't know.

I'm in communication with the Housing office and Office of Students with disabilities and they've managed to get me a studio in the Georgian Building (hopefully, they won't get funded for renovations and force us to move in the next 24 months!) I'll have my own bathroom, and a kitchenette, which will be nice since part of my problem last year was cooking for myself and finding decent enough food.

My organic preferences, and whole grain desires were not met well. Frequently, I found myself ordering food to be delivered, and when I came home and was able to feed myself the way I'm accustomed, I started feeling much better.

Anyway--I'm looking forward to just starting this and getting it overwith. It's going to be like two years of boot camp, but so be it.